urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97 distillers97 distillers97 2004-10-08T16:35:46Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:12661 2004-10-08T16:35:46Z 2004-10-08T16:35:46Z Hey sorry its been so long since ive updated. This weekend is the Pixies concert and Alli can finally drive lol HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!!! i rode in her car for liek a minute yeah that was a really good minute lol. Yeah so today after school caro and i are going to wellignton mall and then to PIS to hang with steve and ian. PIXIES IS GONNA BE AWESOME but i gotta go cause im in computer class now layder! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:12398 2004-09-21T15:17:49Z 2004-09-21T15:17:49Z Yeha i just joined this community called brody_whores and i cant figure out how to post in it ahhh urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:12278 2004-09-16T18:44:07Z 2004-09-16T18:44:07Z Im sitting in Computer cals. Oh how i loathe it. I have tot ake a test after school today. eh today was pretty ok :knock on wood: eh i dono whatever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:12014 2004-09-11T02:16:42Z 2004-09-11T02:16:42Z hahaha yeah so today i went to the ave with caro and paola we ate at brus say mike frodo went exploring along the streets of the ave went and used the bathroom at the mariot went and used the elevator too we went to the third floor and got ice then went ballroom dancing in an empty room twas fun caro also found coal for her sheesha so yeah it was a fun day the day before i spent the night at allis we had good intellectual talks about relgion that was fun too ok so yeah thats it ill talk to yall later lol <br /><br />Heather urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:11702 2004-08-31T23:46:01Z 2004-08-31T23:46:01Z Yea so my dog just shit in the house and my dad goes and gets toilet paper picks it up runs to the tiolet and says " i got this guy" hahahahaahahahahaha sorry i thought it was absolutly hilarious. Then he told me to stop hiding behind my "quips" yeah so anyway other then that my day sucked... i have a "gaping wound" on my ankle the size of a nickle cause a layer of my skin was ripped off yum!!!!! geesh! ok so yeah anyway BYE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:11457 2004-08-25T00:51:53Z 2004-08-25T00:51:53Z yeah today sucked. i spent the majority of my afternoon crying or yelling at a member in my family. so yeah it sucked. i dono cant really explain urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:11023 2004-08-20T14:18:21Z 2004-08-20T14:18:21Z Yeah so i have computer calss all alone with mrs.youngross for an hour i couldnt go to all three lunches:( yaeh so anyway the icecream party rocked so much it was soooo awesome lol....its gonna become a regular thing lol. Yeah so anyway weekends almost here dono what im gonna do...i really like this song...<br />I thought that this was solid<br />Stability and safety sitting in my hang<br />Just take a look at your life<br />Your all alone!<br /><br />Who'll be there when I need someone<br />Count on nobody and no one will let you down<br />I don't care, Just let me go<br />I don't need this anymore<br /><br />Love is not forever<br />Friendship is not forever<br />There is nothing set in stone<br />You're on your own<br /><br />Dependence is followed by weakness<br />Don't be your own hostage<br />If I know so many<br />Why don't they know me<br />They don't know me<br /><br />Now I know what we're made of<br />Confusion, Complication, and Uncertainty<br />I thought this was real, I was wrong<br />So I don't' know<br /><br />yeah its good so yeah thats it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:10859 2004-08-18T17:51:10Z 2004-08-18T17:51:10Z Yeah so im in competer class anyway today was sad i thought there would be no more icecream party and i was very upset but then i realized i had 3rd lunch and the ice cream party is oN!!!! yeah so thtamade my day alot better...anywho ill updatemor elater urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:10552 2004-08-18T00:54:31Z 2004-08-18T00:54:31Z yeah so today was fun ...guess what ICE CREAM PARTY THURSDAY ALLI...lol yeah anyways so yeah today was pretty cool i guess yanno besides the fact i had to go to school and do homework yah!exactly urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:10426 2004-08-14T23:38:25Z 2004-08-14T23:38:25Z yeah today was a day...kinda bad i guess.... but HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ok anyway im bored and thats it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:10156 2004-08-14T00:35:27Z 2004-08-14T00:35:27Z hahaha the weekends finally here ahh!!!! finally bitches and hoes....yeah thats all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:9887 2004-08-11T03:19:53Z 2004-08-11T03:19:53Z People are so fucking ignorant i hate it soo much.....they say gays cant get married because its supposed to be man and woman but you cant control who you love...its not your choice....these ignorant sons of bitches... This country prides itself on being free when we are not. You are judged not by your actions but by the clothes you wear....who you love...what piercings you have...how much money your family earns...People need to learn to accept because if this society does not learn acceptance it will fail. The corrupt world we live in where i cant even fly without being afraid, where i cant go out at night without having to look over my shoulder. People kill eachother...people rape other people...In some countries woman are raped and it is not considered a crime. People treat other people like shit. Im begging to think that there is no heart in the world today. WHY THE FUCK CANT WE ALL GET ALONG? i hate racist people....so if you read this and you are...what the fuck is your problem....we are all the same just cause our skin color may be different or our relegion may be different who the fuck are you to judge people. You are the scum of the world and you will never amount to anything but shit. I wish just for one second people could stop and think what fucking asses they are. America is not gonna be considerd a great nation if all we do is fight and kill. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:9680 2004-08-09T22:55:29Z 2004-08-09T22:55:29Z school starts soon im gonna cry...i dont wanna go back whatever urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:9371 2004-08-05T00:20:20Z 2004-08-05T00:20:20Z today was a day...thats it bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:9094 2004-08-04T04:06:30Z 2004-08-04T04:06:30Z i dont know why i have this really strong feeling of hate for my family maybe its cause when my mom looks at me she looks like she hates me cause im my dads daughter....and how i cant stand my dad and i hate bieng near him.....and how my brother has the maturity of a twelve year old cause thats the age he started drugs and he never really grew up....or maybe its just my genuine hate for myself....who knows...i dono i just feel like im really sad and i dont know why...its like my parents dont appriciate that i dont do drugs for them...i mean i dont believe in drugs but sometimes i wish i could just use them so i wouldnt have to feel the way i feel...w/e urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:8765 2004-08-03T04:17:02Z 2004-08-03T04:17:02Z yeah so im updating......cool bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:8666 2004-08-02T04:10:18Z 2004-08-02T04:10:18Z so today i volunteered at the hospital with mr.steven green and we went and ate oreos at the cafeteria and then paola came over(one the way to the movies my mom suggested once again i go see a therapist cause i seem alot more "angry"now...me and paola tired not to laugh) then her, green, and i went to see napolian dynamite...Carolina is comin back soon yay:) uhm i talked to amandas friend brian today and he is way cool...tomorrow is monday and i dono what im gonna go hopefully go and get something pierced God willing my mother will take me urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:8327 2004-08-01T01:56:49Z 2004-08-01T01:56:49Z Today i went to warped it was fun...it started to pour...i love the rain....then i thought that it would be great if i had somethen there so grab me and kiss me in the rain...ehh gosh im emo....i dono bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:7971 2004-07-31T02:21:49Z 2004-07-31T02:21:49Z And if i do say so myself ....i dono ok anyway tomorrow is warped....im very excited....i talked to caro's friend hendrick he was pretty cool....carolina comes back soon yay! ok anyway yeah i shaved my legs and now they itch...like a bitch hahah ok anyway that was lame.....my head hurts....ok yeah i really dono what to write except paola u better be at my house at nine a.m you p*n*s...ok anyway yea bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:7816 2004-07-30T00:27:45Z 2004-07-30T00:27:45Z this world is full ok fake people....people who judge you....people who will never understand...people who say one thing and do another....people who really just dont give a fuck about how you feel and only ask why so they know what to gossip about....its come to a point where i dont know if i wanna trust anyone anymore cause i have been betrayed so many times....and the thing that scares me the most is that i might be fake....what if i am...or what if everything i know is a lie...when you question everything your life falls apart....you look at it closely and you dont know what to do with it...alotta times i dont like most people but maybe i just catogorize everyone under one group cause ive had bad expierences ...i dono it just seems like for the longest time i have been sad and i dont know how to fix me...sometimes i laugh and sometimes i smile and most of the time they are genuine...but when im sitting there and your looking at me im thinking...living in a world where i'm my best friend and worst enemy and nothing will suffice(dono if i used it correctly) i hate that i have some of the thoughts i do...i hate the fact i can scare my parents(although that is rather funny) i hate the fact that i might be fake....i hate how people judge me and tell me i cant have problems cause my parents have money .... i hate the fact i dont like my body....but most of all i hate that i dont really try to change how i feel.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:7463 2004-07-29T21:34:39Z 2004-07-29T21:34:39Z <img src="http://bunnysnoog.cyborgcow.net/henry20.gif" align="left"><a href="http://bunnysnoog.cyborgcow.net/index.html"><br />I adopted a cute lil' giraffe fetus<br />from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus! </a>......i am now a proud parent.....bleh ok yeah only a few more days till warped fuck ya!!!!ok BYE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:7051 2004-07-28T20:19:08Z 2004-07-28T20:19:08Z so some asshole commented on my journal so now i am writting this...if you dont wanna read about my life dont fucking read my journal...dont be an asshole and comment on it like you know me you dont so dont judge me...this makes me soo angry thus the cuss words...so whoever left that comment fuck off you dont know me...bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:6791 2004-07-28T03:20:28Z 2004-07-28T03:20:28Z i want coffee....i want coffee...i dono whatever....giant apples adn white out....the soysauce bottle is the devil...ok BYE urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:6611 2004-07-27T02:44:54Z 2004-07-27T02:44:54Z not a good day....my head hurts...five days till warped....ok bye urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:distillers97:6157 2004-07-26T00:14:02Z 2004-07-26T00:14:02Z warped tour in 6 days :)!!!!!!!!! ok haha so im excited...im gonna redye my hair black and give it a little trim...hahah ok so yeah school starts the 12th...WHY!! ok yeah bleh maybe some new hot kids may come hahahah ok BYE